Moving ..3

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Even though I own 
my body and soul
and I care for them
without being 
possessive
there comes a time
when I need you.
And I am not sure
if you do.
So I stop in the tracks.
What if you say no?
So..
I check if you notice me
my movements
my hesitation
and then you move.
And if you don't,
I pull myself up
and take my despair
with me.
That's some company.